although it is only the 2nd day, i have not had 1 cigarette this year. i am really going to try my best to make it stick.

my new years eve was interesting. jon and i went out for dinner (fun) and then we went to his friend brad's house (not fun). it was brad's birtday so jon felt that we had to go. i dislike no other person more than brad. 3 words to describe him: rude, immature, alcoholic. so that was who i brought in the new year with. around 1:00 we decided to go out...i had alot of fun meeting new people, drinking too much, and spending time with jon.

i did drink too much because once again the car ride made me sick and jon had to pull over for me. will i ever learn? ahhh fuck it was new year's...you are supposed to drink to much right?

yesterday we slept in so late and i still woke up hungover.

i have to say i am very happy the holidays are over. i couldn't take it anymore. i like the holiday season but it needed to end.

we saw vanilla sky last night. weird but good.

have to get through today. looking forward to going back to sleep.

written at 9:31 a.m.