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yesterday was up and down or down and up. we had our monthly blowup...funny how it always coinsides with my period. i had never truely let go as i did last night. for whatever reason, i never let people see that side of me, i hide it and put up a protective wall. i now want him to see that side, i want him to see it all. lookout world my wall's coming down. i feel as if i have released a huge weight from my shoulders. i feel light as a feather. i have alot to fix but i'm ready to do it. last night was life changing.
more details to come....
written at 12:18 p.m.