i thought the documentary was excellent, but it sounds strange to me to put such a word to it. i cried and still stared at the screen in disbelief that such a thing happened to the city out my window.

i turned the tv off and went to bed only to find myself laying there like a zombie yet unable to sleep. i called my mom and she was feeling the same as me.

i stared out my window for awhile with tears in my eyes and then drifted off to sleep.

written at 2:31 p.m.