we had layoffs on friday and i thought i survived them but it's not looking that way today. my boss overheard me saying that i will be signing my lease tomorrow so he asked me to come into his office. he told me that i will most likely be laid off tomorrow morning.

so this means that i have to wake up, drive my 20 mile commute, and be a sitting duck while i am training my boss at my job.

i'm not worried, i have the restaurant job and i can collect unemployment for awhile.

i just wish that i didn't have this feeling in my stomach. i feel sick. but i'm ok.

written at 4:59 p.m.