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Friday, May. 10, 2002
as i drove home frome m's day after birthday bash, i could help but think of michael. i just can't believe it. i kept thinking that possibly it wasn't true. but then i knew it was. my mom left a message on the machine with the word for word obituary. as soon as i walked in the door i got out my box full of postcards that i have received. there was the allen ginsberg postcard. i wrote a message to michael on the back of it. it's not going back in the box. on the ride home i was listening to bjork (debut). i was thinking about michael and taking in the lyrics as well. sometimes i think that i am a bit psychic.... last week i am listen to bjork's someday and i think to myself, wow she would be a great mom. so cool right? then a day later i read that she is going to have a baby. i had no idea. yesterday i received a message that there was bad news. right away i thought, who died. for some reason michael popped into my head. why? i think i'm psychic. written at 2:46 a.m. |