so today is my first day off since monday and i am just taking it slow. i was going to go to the flea market but it is kind of crappy outside. i figure i can always go next week and much needed sleep and relaxation was much more in need than going to see the much heard about "bag man".

this week i have been strugling with an infection. a uti to be exact. i never knew a simple thing such a peeing could be so painful. i am taking some over the counter stuff to take away the pain but i still must go to the doctor soon to get some antibiotics.

two nights ago i had a crazy fever. i was freezing...shivering in august. i went to sleep with four blankets on me and fully dressed. i wanted a hat and scarf but didn't know where they were. then i woke up in the middle of the night sweating. so i guess that is when it broke. i never get sick and i never have a fever so it was weird.

it is cold and gross out today. i am getting those september butterflies in my stomach. you know that feeling when you were a kid and had to start school again. i have been out of school for what feels like a million years so why am i getting those first day of school jitters? who knows, maybe i'm regressing.

written at 3:33 p.m.