i am listening to depressing music and i love it! i still haven't dealt with this whole issue of my relationship. i want it to end. we live together and i don't know what to do. i will really never forgive him or trust him again. i don't want to waste anymore time. why do i have such bad judgement with guys. why does love have to be so blind?

i still can't believe that i am going to be a single girl again. oh the possibilities.

written at 7:35 p.m.