jon thought that i had cheated on him with this ex while he was back on the east coast for two weeks. and tonight "the ex" said that he would have been very happy to be with me.

now i am single for the first time in a long time and i am going out to colorado to stay with "the ex" in january. i don't think anything will happen, but by the conversation tonight who knows.

all i know is that i am young and whatever is meant to happen will.

written at 2:50 a.m.