last night d told me that he loves me. i couldn't believe it. he said that he almost said it twice yesterday but caught himself and freaked out a bit. and when the words finally did come out of his mouth i didn't know what to say. i was in complete shock. the feeling is so mutual. i am mushy in love.

my cousin from the east coast is in boulder today. she was in australia and couldn't fly back to nyc because of the snow so she flew here. i am off to have brunch with her and the rest of the crew.

written at 10:00 a.m.