dave left for new zealand on tuesday. it was a rough day. i was having banking/financial problems. then i helped him pack and took him to the airport. he likes to fly whenever it snows so ofcourse it was a crappy day full of snow and ice. it was one of the first days that the sun hadn't been out. yesterday my mood was lifted because of the sunshine. i was sad to see him go. i feel confused and scared but i am trying not to think about it.

i am babysitting for my cousins two kids tonight. it should be fun. actually i have to leave soon.

alex and i went to an indian buffet for lunch nearly two hours ago and i am still so uncomfortably full that i think i need a power nap. if only i knew how to power nap.

written at 1:22 p.m.